Can’t get a job

That’s it man I’m so broke it’s so damn hard to find a job as a teenager and also living in Melbourne, Australia the job market is AWFUL here I’m literally applying to like 80+ jobs a day even making an individualised cover letter for all to show genuine expression of interest and just hear either nothing in return or rejection emails I’m genuinely starting to lose all hope that I’ll ever find my place in this world because of how fucking difficult it is to be alive I feel like I’m gonna be paying off a mortgage in debt for the rest of my life for being born on this earth which I never asked for or wanted if I could chose not to be here I would I’m just too scared to go through with it