Am I wrong for this?

I js want her new long distance to go bad

I want her to understand what she did to me and how much it hurted me.

Not bc she found smn new, but what she did to me before and after that

Playing with my feelings like I domt have a heart

, using me for comfort, lying to me, let me keep trying to fix what we broke while she was sending nudes to him while knowing him for 1 month. 9 fucking months with her and I never saw her like that.

I js want her to realize what she has done, I want her to feel regret.

I dont like thinking like this but after all of this I cant help it