i dont want to see you

i have to see you again. and then after summer again. and i really just dont want to. youre with someone else and i just dont want to see your face because im scared ill get jealous again. i want to move on, but youre still somewhere in my mind and i wish i had done things differently on one hand, but on the other, youre evil for lying to me about this and then just moving on to the best next girl. i dont hate you, but im pretty damn close at this point.