Trying to quit I am 10 days without touching and now I put my cage on

I quit from sissy fetish but here I am... after trying to control myself I stop watching sissy porn and I manage to stop masturbating succesfully. I have been porn free for 10 days now and without a release too... but the sissies urges are stronger than ever now, I decided that I will keep away from porn and touching myself I decided to start using the cage. I don't know if this is a good idea or it will make me want to go back again into sissy porn.

I am also thinking to start using a dildo while shower to reduce the horniness. I don't look and don't feel feminine at all now I havent shaved and I have beard and I don't feel girly I stoped panties too. I wonder if the sissy fetish will win or not. So far I let it put the cage on me and the idea of using the dildo while showering is really tempting.

If someone wants to chat feel free to dm... A part of me wants to be tempted and be corrupted but I will try to resist