So much garbage in my head and I don't know how to do anything right..

sometimes I think of doing something and make some plan for it and then after doing that I start doubting myself.

sometimes after too much preparation I think it will not work and I waste time instead of doing anything and after that I regret all the things I have done except doing the original task..

it pisses me of..

I feel worse as time is passing I know nothing and having no skill and no money is making me more depressed..

I know what can help me, I know what can make me the person I want to be but even after knowing that I am still stuck. I feel horrible because I have too much of nonsense filled in my brain..

I don't want to be like this..

I want to be confident but this overthinking is killing me..