Need advice!!!

I’m 24 years old and I’m feeling stuck.

I don’t really have a support system. I don’t have close friends, I don’t trust my family enough to rely on them, and I don’t have people I can call if something goes wrong. That’s a scary thing to admit because I don’t tell people this in real life. Part of me feels like sharing that information makes me vulnerable to being taken advantage of.

I’m currently living with my boyfriend, and I’ve been thinking seriously about moving out and getting my own place. The problem is that I feel trapped between two fears.

I’m scared to leave because I don’t have a safety net. If something goes wrong financially or emotionally, I feel like I have nobody to fall back on.

But I’m also scared to stay because I don’t feel like I’m growing into the person I want to become. I feel like my life is on pause, and the longer I stay stuck, the more time passes by.