Ready to give up

HLF28 so tired of initiating and being rejected by my LLM40 partner.

Together for 7 years. I feel so resentful that he spent his twenties being sexual and adventurous, yet I’ve spent my twenties totally sex and intimacy deprived. No cuddles, no touching, no kissing (occasional peck), he doesn’t even like me sitting close to him. Admittedly after two children I don’t have the body of a goddess, but I’m not a monster?!

He doesn’t have ED btw. Is it the age gap?