All the females out there please tell me honestly and bluntly whether 5.7 inches can give you the best fuck you'd ever have or is it just too small?

i(m22) had asked my gf(f19) where does my dick stand compared to her past guys and she said maybe the second or third smallest. In the moment i just collapsed from inside thinking about the fact the girl i love so much has been pounded good before by larger dick than mine. I know that my size is just average but i've started to doubt that too and wondering if maybe i am a little smaller than what most women would prefer.

Whenever i ask her if i'm too small for her she just quickly says no and that she enjoys sex with me and every time she mentions about how that one guy was even smaller than me which she could not really feel when he was inside her. But i feel that is just she being kind. When i asked her if i'm the best she's ever had she kind of avoided the question but when i was adamant she replied "maybe second or third best ig".

I asked her what is it that i lack compared to her past guys and she did not mention size to be the reason but just the sheer "dominant man energy" they had while in bed and how they manhandled her and even picked her up and fucked her standing (something which i failed to do despite trying multiple times). There are a lot of such things i can keep going on about but my main question is....

All the girls of reddit, is 5.7 too small for you? Would you have wished even the slightest bit somewhere in your head that i'd been bigger in order to make you have a one of your best fucks? What's the dick size you prefer and whether you subconsciously subtly respect the better endowed guy more? And what do you suggest i do rn?

this is a serious thing i wanna discuss about. feel free to be as open and honest as you want too. the goal of this post of me is not to simply just get humiliated (even though i am now beginning to like that and i'm ashamed of it) but i actually want to understand where do i stand in terms of if girls would prefer me over some other dude

There are more things i wanna talk about but one topic at a time....