I need advice/mentorship badly! Don't ignore

So i am doing bcom. 3yr general from govt college in kolkata and it sucks and i cannot do CA,Cfa or anything Ca related

So wtf should I do my parents are not that rich to get me admitted to tier 1 mba I feel like shit and my mother is forcing me to prep for banking jobs which is know for their toxic work culture and shitty attitude of managers I am literally clueless plss someone help me

My age is 19 and my first year is done almost