questioning(?)

i (18F) have been going back and forth about my sexuality for the past few years. i labelled myself as lesbian from an early age (10ish?) to around 16 yrs old. however, i started to label myself as bisexual bcs i thought that some guys were hot and i even tried dating a guy once end of last year but it ended really badly. so now, im going back and forth between lesbian and bisexual. yeah, i find some men attractive but it's those conventionally, typically hot men and i've never really been emotionally/romantically attracted to them, only ever experiencing sexual attraction. i've had some minor crushes on some boys in my class but those merely short-term and i can never see me marrying or even dating one. with women, i most definitely can. i've been attracted to women in every way, had many crushes that could last for years and dated some or had talking stages with women. i've always seen myself marrying a woman and being with a woman.

i'm not sure if this is necessarily comphet, but i do live in a country where although the younger gens are more open, it's still quite conservative and the queer community over here is pretty quiet. i don't really want to be unlabelled because it just makes me want to figure it out even more (idk if it makes any sense💀). i guess all i'm asking is for some comments or advices since i don't really have anyone in my life who feels the same way as me.