Can you imagine

Me being worried about whether you get to your game or not ..in my whip ? That you drive everywhere you want wherever you want ?

Sometimes I’m overwhelmed by how flipping fantastic it is that you and I aren’t a couple anymore. Every time you do something super stupid or act rudely and carelessly I remind myself that that’s how you acted when I was w you .

I do not feel jealous about anyone you give your attention to , because I know how confusing ypur attention can be . I know you want it more than you want to give it .

You always left something to be desired. It was more than physical, much more . Remember how I’d ruin sex for you by opening my mouth after - I kind of wish the first time that happened that you lost all access to me . Because… the moments after are some of the best .
You were mad because you knew something was missing and it’s missing in you . You didn’t want to be found out that you can f but not do intimacy.. and your lack of concern for my feelings or body was wild . I had never experienced that before and I hope I never do again.

Sometimes I remember how the first time we had sex after the third baby you decided to do the opposite of being gentle and tried to kill me with it . I screamed , not in pleasure .

I’ve grown since you . I’m only interested in men who like putting smiles on their woman’s face .

I am the table .