26 [MtF4A] Been wanting to come back to this again

Hey everyone, I am a 26 y/o pre-op trans woman, I live in the US, and work night shifts.

With that being said I’m coming back into this trying to find someone long term and serious to take control again. I am mainly into Abdl, Bdsm, chastity, piss, anal training, humiliation and lack of control. I miss having to fully submit, mentally and physically triple checking whatever I did was correct (or else), being pushed out of all my comfort zones and most I miss having someone to do it with.

I have had some bad experiences in the past so I just to be on the safe side by not just jumping right into it. I want to talk, explore rules, guidelines, punishments, limits, etc. before anything happens.

I’m not okay with exposure to family or friends in real life or having anything to do with money! I know what blackmail means but I don’t want to genuinely ruin my life. If exposure of some kind is a must, then I okay with it being done online like a Reddit page or something.

If I have spiked any interests then please message me and I look forward to talking about everything!