We’re both in our mid-30s. My wife is a gorgeous Bengali woman.. curvy, confident, and the type of woman who gets attention everywhere she goes. Honestly, most people probably look at us and think she’s way out of my league. Lately, that thought doesn’t bother me… it turns me on.

I’ve become completely hooked on the idea of her cheating on me and turning me into her cuckold. It’s not just occasional fantasies anymore.. it’s a constant, overwhelming craving. I can’t stop thinking about her sneaking around behind my back with bigger, stronger, more dominant men who can actually satisfy her the way I never could.

I obsess over her having real affairs. Meeting them secretly, texting them while she’s sitting right next to me, dressing up “for work” or “girls night” when she’s actually going to get fucked raw by someone who makes me look pathetic in comparison. The thought of her moaning louder for them, cumming harder for them, and letting them do things to her body that she would never let me do… it destroys me in the hottest way possible.

What really gets me is the cuckold side of it. Knowing she’s choosing better men, laughing with them about how inadequate I am, comparing my size and performance to theirs while I’m stuck at home wanking off. I fantasize about her coming home late, still marked or dripping from them, giving me that smirk that says she just got what she needed from a real man. Sometimes I even imagine her making me clean her up while she tells me exactly how much better they felt.

I’ve tried to fight this addiction, but it only gets stronger. The more I think about her becoming a hotwife who openly enjoys cuckolding me, the more powerless and aroused I feel. It’s messed up, but at this point being cucked feels like the only thing that truly excites me.

Kinks: to be cheated on, to be cucked 

[M4M] (Cuck here) Addicted to the thought of being Cucked by my Wife