Dont know what else to do

Been socially transitioning for 6 months now will be on e when i can and feel hopeless. Im starting electrolysis soon had 5 sessions of laser etc and am growing my hair out and slowly building a wardrobe. I just feel like through all this i will still end up looking horrible im tired of the 5 oclock shadow and i feel my body is too masculine to ever pass. Its also the waiting that is soo hard to deal with i just feel really unattractive and undesirable and feel so scared throughout all this

Any words of advice through this would be helpful to me this is the hardest thing i have ever done the stress of transitioning is too much sometimes

Happy pride!