how do i move on

i was recently broken up with by someone i thought would be in my life forever, i thought they were the one, that they were the love of my life. Then they broke up with me, and it seemed like it happened so fast.

One week we were at the theatre and holding hands and just being ourselves and the next week he doesn’t love me anymore, he said he wanted space and it’s been so hard, i stalked him on tiktok so he blocked me, he let me know obviously and i agreed that it was probably needed and i needed to move on.

he can’t seem to leave my mind and even though ive agreed to give him space and move on ive messaged him every day since and he just wont leave my mind, i have so many unanswered questions and it doesnt help that im in the middle of some of the most important exams of my life.

I know that i need to move on and give him space, but i dont know how. this was my first proper serious relationship and it hurts so bad, ive never felt this way before. my mind is constantly thinking about what ifs and things that have happened.

i’m convinced that he’s fallen inlove with someone else, ive been getting hints from his friends and stuff, ive asked him about it and he asked why i would even think that but never answered the question but instead just said he needed space. my mind is still convinced that if i give him enough space he will come back. i just want to move on and stop thinking about him and all these possibilities, i just want to sleep and focus on my exams without thinking about him, but how do i do it?

I want someone to talk to so bad, he was the one i would talk to but he’s gone now, i feel so alone and just everything and i need to speak to anyone in the same situation i feel like i have no one.