Should I join a dropper batch or a regular 12 batch mid year?

27tard here, and I'm genuinely fuc*ed up rn. I wasted 11th, wasting 12th rn cuz it's nearly midway through 12th and I haven't even studied a single chapter. I've boards in October, then jee in January and i don't have a single idea about what to do. I can't find any solution. one thing popped in my mind that should I join a dropper batch because they'd cover the entire syllabus in a short period of time and their rigorous curriculum will make my ass feel somehow alive again. i crave that rigor literally. I've been feeling so numb lately.

please suggest me something that genuinely fits my problem, or tell me if this is a wise choice, or any other alternatives. please. please please.

I can study at home because I get fuck*ing distracted by literally any little thing that could consume my time. plus I've been on antidepressants for a long quite a time now, so my body literally can't bear any social isolation anymore.

PLEASE THIS IS A SERIOUS POST. HELP YOUR BROTHER OUT 🙏🙏🙏