Suggestion Needed

I'm a OBC-NCL Girl, HS- Bihar, Got 87%ile in Mains, Failed Advanced, Dropper... No where to go, didn't appear in other exams... My family is verysupportive, they're saying if I could take another drop and prep for NITs but I just don't want to repeat the same thing again & again... So what should I do ? Should I participate in Counselling or restart ? Or something else, anyone with practical and logical advise, please reply.
(I'm feeling failure in every joint of my body, rn)