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I have reached a point and I am struggling to move past it. You do not give me anything. I don't even know if you gave me your real name.

I know we mean something to each other and I have tried to build a bond beyond what we shared.

If you cared about me, really cared about me, I wouldn't be so in the dark. You would allow me into your life like I have allowed you into mine. You know the good, bad and ugly and I only see what I saw when we were together.

I don't want to do this anymore. I just feel dumb. I am holding onto a memory when I know you are here with me.

I am willing to risk you walking away for substance. I have felt this way for a while, I was so scared to lose you. Then I realized, I can't lose what I never had.