Avoidant Gf needed space

Hindi ko na alam gagawin ngayon.

Nasanay na ko tbh sa set up namin na bihira nag uusap, like update update lang and taking her to work and goodbye kiss. I’m just letting her take that space cause I know her struggles. I’m being patient and understanding kasi alam na alam ko saan nanggagaling lahat ng stress nya.

But this time she finally speaks up. She needed time and space kasi overwhelmed na siya, pagod na siya, and sometimes I feel like nadadagdagan ko yun. Pero ayun nga, when I realized na ganon nangyayare, I tried to be her support.

Of course may mga needs din ako as a partner pero I suppressed that kasi mas kailangan nya ng understanding.Last night, I told her what and how I feel, It was just an assurance that I will stay for her.

But her response was taking some time apart.
Nahihirapan ako to cope up kasi all this time building patience and understanding, ngayon need na niya ng actual space. I respectfully accepted it kasi atleast she has the courage to tell me directly. But this uncertainty is killing me inside.

I insisted to still take her to work and the reason was to help her ease some financial struggles kesa mag commute pa siya.

I respect her decision but it hurts me deeply.
If you’re here baby, know that I will always be here for you, I will still choose you and will always love you.