I'm done with talking to girls at least for a while (for my mental health).

I'm just tired because I have like mommy issues and shit and like when I talk to a girl it just seems I have a crush on her for no reason even when I try to be casual this is not normal. It just seems like all the girls I talk to for some reasons try to take advantage of me because of that. It just seems like they play all those mind games and shit (on me at least). It also just looks like our dating world is fucked for both men and women. It seems like having a partner is only for fucking status with teenagers of this generation (at least at my school). Honestly I don't blame anyone Social Media has fucked the dating world up. It is brainwashing people into doing and believing stupid shit. Don't put words I didn't say in my mouth tho, I did meet some nice girls but they're super super rare to me. This post might not make sense Idk hiw to say what I'm trying to say honestly. I know I will most likely get hella downvoted, and I might get misandrist comments but I don't care I just needed to fucking vent. Idk if I'm doing something wrong. Honestly Idk what to do I almost tried to take my own life once because of rejection. I might need therapy honestly. Maybe I should change schools Idk.