Just abt this girl like and a silly but heavy regret

I wish she could read this. So I happen to meet Krishna last year in July-Aug. She was an architect intern at my Brother in law’s firm. We worked hard together on ground for 2 months, day and nights. It was like having a company in misery and sweet fun along the work and some other labours and kids. We were preparing for an event- and at one of the night’s of the event we were returning in her car around 3 am. I confessed tht i like her. She said its nice but she has a bf. Blah blauh awkward silence but we agreed we could be good friends. But no- i was being so awkward and silent around her.

Fast forward, I was supposed to meet her on may 31st night (‘26). I have been missing her for months, literally having dreams of her and when i saw her text that she’s coming back to city and we can meet - I WAS SO HAPPY. And fucking ruined it for myself by myself without any fucking reason. I was sooo stupid tht i thought someone might be joining so i asked her. She asked if we should invite an mutual friend ( i had asked tht friend and she had already said no) . But i kinda felt bad abt tht friend idk why tf, and said better u ask since u came… and aaaah fuck. 3 of us. As soon as i got there, idk why i was just dead inside. Barely talked just listened to them. ( my every social interactions are like that, but i didnt want this to be tht way). We were supposed to meet alone! She had also suggested tht only.

So now im regretting a lot. Ik she might still seeing her bf or idk what. But at least.. idk i miss her a lot. I dont know her so well, we both are introverts and quiet. She doesn’t seem to be into me. Ik i gotta get over her. But i just- this is hard and sad. Ik a lot of men can relate to me. And it’s super rare for me to like someone, i rarely encounter a girl in a year lol. Anyways thanks for reading if u did.

Should i just leave it now and get over her?