Smut has gotten me addicted to sexting

M26 here. I have been roleplaying since 8 years now and having/reading smut in pretty much all my roleplays has led me addicted to sexting. I like to be detailed, descriptive and have a flow of words that if isn't matched the same way with the same energy - it turns me off.

I tried my luck finding possible partners here but haven't had any luck. It's a feeling for me that If I get into it with someone, it would be very hard for me to get out of it and nor would I want to honestly. It's so hot.