I’m in need of friends

Ever since I was young I’ve heard a cafeteria in my head but I never knew what it was. I used to think people were talking trash about me and threatening to kill me through the very thin walls of the hotels I used to live in. I even lied to my doctor because I thought the medicine was going to make me mentally ill or disable me, I believed that the world was evil. I do believe I’m an angel as I have past life memories that I never dreamed of nor daydreamed about.

All in all I’ve been feeling lonely through it all, it genuinely behooves me that people out there are experiencing what I am. But I hope that I can find a community where I can feel accepted