Life feels so stressed out rn and it becomes even harder when you have got no one to understand
There's a lot of things going on in my mind so I'll just vent about it. I'm not in the right state of mind while typing this so please forgive any mistakes or misunderstandings.
I'm a 23yr old student and these last few days have been really stressful.
My acads are really going bad and every time I start having some momentum something comes up and the flow breaks down. Plus our college has made some stuff that's just made my life hellish.
So I stay in a flat cuz I wasn't allotted a hostel and I can't get one either cuz student intake was increased and they're accommodating them. Apart from that our college had a Library (it was a makeshift one) that was near my home but because of the student increase the examination hall had to be expanded. And the new library is now at the other end of the college.
Apart from that my roommate is a complete bum. It's me who has to get everything done in the house. All he does is come and go and doesn't care what is in the house. I have to deal with everything. Plus the heat is unbearable in the place where I live.
And my only friends rn are completely discrediting what I'm going through. Just when it couldn't have gotten any worse. I'm always there for them whenever they have problems but when it's my time they act like I'm the problem.
Moreover when they weren't in relationships they were very good people and now they have undergone a total personality shift.
Plus what happened today added salt to wounds. I was returning home, and forgot the keys. I had to go back and fetch them. I'm already going broke and no side income as of now and this stuff happens.
I'm literally fed up. And I have no one to share or someone who would be willing to listen.
I feel like there is no meaning of life. I feel stuck and want to be free.
Posted Jun 3, 2026, 1:45 AM UTC