Why do people who are inferior have better things

Honestly, I come home and I see my ex post a video of him and his friends having fun, he's so pathetic, he literally begged me to stay, he isn't good looking, he's not good at reading social clues, he's stupid, but here he is, with friends, something all my life I couldn't get, I can get aquintances, I can get people to admire me, love me so much they can't get enough of me, but not friends, it isn't fucking fair, I should fucking have this and he should be the one fucking crying about how lonely he is, FUCK THIS