Anyone else stops enjoying music when having an episode?

Going through a mixed episode rn, obviously it's painful but something that's particularly annoying for me is that i completely stop enjoying music and cooking, and the things i still enjoy get very dull. Like most of my happiness is stripped away and i have to control my thought patterns because if i don't i fall down a rabbit hole of depression and anger. Most of my day is comprised of playing the floor is lava but with my head

Edit: thank you guys for all the responses, it means a lot to me