I don't know what I'm doing

I was raised in a Christian household and basically until about 4 months ago followed that belief. I've always had a draw to religions that really worship the earth and nature as a being rather than any specific God. Paganism seems to align most with that but I'm very uneducated on everything because of my upbringing. Because of the hurt and confusion Christianity put on me, I don't think I'd like to worship any sort of higher being in the form of a God.

So I guess what I'm asking is what do pagans worship? Is it different from person to person? And how would I go about worshiping the earth and nature?

I'm totally lost in what to believe right now but I have a calling to this and I'd really love some advice or stories that might help :) thanks in advance.