Do women genuelly love and care about their man?

I'm straight. I feel society hates me because I’m attracted to women physically and not men. I'm not attracted to people who have male genitals. Do women still love and want to date men? Are there still straight women out there who aren't closeted lesbians? I want to get married and have kids with a woman someday. I want to share a bed and a home with a woman. Are there women out there who want this as well? Are there still women who love a man, want a life with him, look forward to him coming home from work, want to get married and have kids with him? Do these women still exist? I feel most women wish men were gay and not attracted to women. I feel most women don't want men to be attracted to them and want a relationship with them.