losing a friend

i have this friend and i think she's going to leave me.

she came to me today and told me she's been conflicted. she says she's been overwhelmed, and she thinks there's something wrong with her humor and attitude. i told her that if there really was something wrong with those two things i would've spoken up.

i don't know why she's resorted to wanting to leave me before even talking to me. i reasoned with her and told her to take as much time as she needs to take what i said into consideration.

i don't know what's going to happen, but i'm scared. i feel like i need her. i feel like i can't breathe without her. i love her. if she leaves me, i don't know what i'll do. i'm terrified of abandonment. i can't do this again.