the doctor saw kms😭

i went to the doctor for blood tests and i have scars all down my arm, which is fine i prepared for that cause they're small, but when she rolled my sleeve up she went TOO far, and she saw all the really bad ones on my upper arm💀 and apparently shes a family friend too. she was shaking but trying to be polite and 5 seconds later shes checking my pulse and the machine is beeping so fast im gonna kill myself it was so awkward