Really wish I wasn't unfuckably ugly, autistic and ADHD right about now...

If none of what's in the title was true, then my neuropathy would only be an inconvenience when it comes to comfort, and a decent amount of career pathways, regardless of neurotype. For me, this shit took away my only fucking sperg-escape. MOBAs filled in the void for having nothing going on for me IRL. It's been 2.5 years since developing this shit, and a year ago, I could hold an XBOX controller all day, even if I needed tramadol to go longer than 20 mins. Now, I cannot hold it no matter what. big ggs at my lul of a life.

How could a visibly AuDHD /26/ year old grown man, survive with neuropathy and loss of their only regulation and peace? LOOOL