19M feminine slave looking for master to own and brainwash me

I am 19 feminine slave Need someone cruel master to own me.... humiliate me.... punish me....force me to push limits day by day....force me to show face as generally i don't.....may exposure and blackmail in future..... so that can't back to normal life even if want to...... Even he can share me if he wants...... May make changes in future if wanted to...... Need for long term or may be permanent..... Hope if you are the one dm me. And yes please i am not into mistresses only need master