Getting stuff off my chest

I live in iran and these past three months, i felt isolated and imprisoned, i lost so many connections, so many opportunities are out of reach now, my work was ruined, girl i liked got married, stuff i wanted to buy is so much more expensive, i always felt lonely but these past few days it's really getting to me, now that internet is somewhat back and I'm seeing people's lives it feels like i was chained up and watching everyone else be where i wanted to be, I'll be 27 this year and i feel lost and in pain and sometimes i think if i wasn't an infj man maybe i would have been happier