something is wrong with me due to a trauma i wasn't able to sleep 4 days ago and only kept my eyes shut and while trying to sleep got locked inside an overthinking loop where I couldn't do anything but think, there was no option of waking up earlier than my waking up time

it basically had no distractions Just me and my thoughts

i basically..

no

my gf was kissed by a stranger and touched in her pussy forcefully but she ran away made me cry whole trying to sleep multiple times and many other reasons like she didn't tell me he kissed her at first she only told me he tried to kiss her

i tried talking with my friends

actually she's my online gf

and my online friends keep saying shes a catfisher or manipulator when she told me about her situation and life she has abusive parents her parents cheat on each other, her mom says she wants to get rid of her just after 4 years shes 14 currently I'm 15

I've been a coder but this is just too much for even a programmer with mental strength like me

basically her aunt checks her everything like she is her property everything means everything

her father throws her out of her house at 12 am out of anger while her mom watches tv

her mom once tried killing her when she was a child with a knife, her mom also accused her of sending nudes to a random person

her grandpa used to touch her when she was a child (she didnt tell me this I got to know this from her and her bsfs chat)

I've been with her for almost 2 months now, on the second week she told me about her past

she doesnt understand any of my solutions shes scared she doesn't understand me she thinks she'll get embarassed her best friend supports her

when I try talking with her, she calls her bestfriend in screenshare whenever things get serious and asks her what to say instead of even directly talking with me

i cried over 4 times till now

the sexual assault/forced kiss and touching/rape im terms of law happened last saturday

my online friends keep doubting her of being a catfisher but I've vced her exchanged faces she has female friends we have each other's accounts passwords, after i told my friend these they are saying she is emotionally manipulating me

her friend group was toxic so i added her in mine, her girls friend group basically brought up her ex when she just normally tried friendly beefing with them just for my entertainment, after this on the same day she told me about her gcs past but her bestfriend had her unauthorised account access and she read our chats and said she will kick her out of fg because she told me abt the gcs past

after the incident her bestfriend was arguing with her and ragebaiting her instead of trying to actually comfort her or find a solution

but i knew she would only listen to her bestfriend so I sent this through my friend to her bsf

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trex sent you "this is not a good greeting but i dont have time to properly introduce myself but please i am begging you to make ahana tell her parents about yesterday that's all I want please I am begging you to make her do it since she knows you before me and listens to you this is my second time begging someone so desperately please make her do it ill do anything in return i will repay you by anything"

"""

she said she would try and she did but maybe it was just an excuse to not engage with it

this was 1 day ago

now yesterday she argued and ragebaited my gf and brought up sexual assault topic and said

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No? Because I'm not as sensitive and pathetic like u? And it's just not me? There are literally alot of people who don't take it in a sensitive way. So yea? These Things related might hurt u but it doesn't hurt me

"""

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It's js funny bro. Ik it happened to u, you're sad and wtv but i don't know how to react. And it's funny to me cuz fym he kissed u for mins and u didn't understand. It's honestly understandable but still

"""

the above where said by her bestfriend, my gf did not even kiss him for minutes she just couldn't process what was happening before he touched her

her bsf once said she hates me because of calling my gf a slut but her bsf doesnt understand that it was an if like "if this keeps happening"

her bsf called me "ye chutiya" when my gf sent her the ss when I asked her if she kissed for mins but she didn't

i only went in the loop because of severe tension because my gf does not agree to any solution from her perspective she thinks they all will fail i have done everything i could

if you try to find solutions just know I've been stuck in an overthinking loop of 8 hours with nothing else just my thoughts I've framed myself of every fault and found solutions too but none worked

the guy who touched her was her mom's friends son they were in a room alone

my gf cant tell her parents she said no matter how hard i tried, she never will I guess

Chatgpt could not help me. I will attach an image below of what chatgpt suggested.

Please I am begging for help for any actual advices instead of saying "contact support at number 112" like chatgpt.

Help me get the fear out of my girlfriend's traumatizing life