I know why I am diamond

1. Miss ball (very sad)
2. I can't score but I can defend (remove ball by hitting it without thought or regard)
3. I think I know how to rotate but as soon as I leave our half it goes over my head and it's my fault.
4. Car not go'd where ball go >:((
5. Walls are my worst enemy
6. Being called ass by my team makes my performance -30%
7. Forget about doing anything backwards; I can barley do stuff forwards
8. Wave dash is my speedflip
9. No boost
10. The dreaded backflip when starting aerial

I know I'm not good at the game but I feel as if I make up for it by stopping the ball going into our net (most of the time). I don't know if my positioning is bad or my teammates positioning is bad or they keep seeing me at goal line and assume that I am the self designated defender.

When I do hit the ball I maybe hit it twice and center it and then rotate to our half. I do feel like I play too defensively but when I don't the ball keeps going past us.

Idk what to do, but I guess for now I'll keep whiffing easy balls and getting called a (******** whatever that is) and hoping to maybe one day figure out how walls work