Adik nako sa warmth and peacefulness ng serious relationship

It's really hard to find something serious nowadays

after I got to try experiencing being serious once I realized it's better when there are feelings, it's not a waste of time, effort, familiarity, especially in your companionship with each other...

Before, I tried to be serious even though it was my second relationship (I'm considering it), it was just a situationship but something was happening between us

So I made an effort and cared, I helped her with her thesis, presentations, essays, I even gave her an allowance, though all of that was my choice, I can't stand seeing the person I'm caring for struggling, I even bought her a phone only to find out she wasn't serious and was lying,

Well, as a person who is aware that such situations exist, I made her admit it, and I did investigate the situation, I don't like any fooling around, I realized she was just letting others bug her and she entertained them, good thing I found out early thanks to my gut feeling, and after that

SILENT QUIT

Do I regret it? Yes, about the TIME but not about the PERSON

Now I just graduated yesterday and looking back at it, that I was doing extra work just for her, I felt disgusted but at the same time, it's a lesson too because I know what my grounds are for the next one,,, and this is it...

It's actually better when it's serious, not just because of being traditional, but it's better to be with someone in life who you treat like yourself even if you don't have the same personality, for you, they're a part of you,,, of course, you should treat them like yourself because you both will be together for a long time, or cringe as it may sound, they'll be with you for life

By the way, my first relationship was born out of lust,,, lust,,, lust... I don't want to, I'm getting annoyed with the desire, but if I do, it'll only be with one

(Tagalog talaga to bakit nag english nung pinost ko ayoko na mag edit bahala na kayo😭)