Dropper, Dyal Singh bcom (hons), gave cuet again GAT, Maths, English, Bst, wanna go to iykyk BUT

I fucked up my maths paper, I used to get 220-230 in my afterboards mocks and pyqs, and now I attempted fucking 38 😭(29mayshift1), idk it felt so hard, in the first 10 minutes i lost all hope(felt if this was it, 6 months whole sem2 just fucked right away?) but then the core maths section went smoothly but as soon as I came on the last question, 4 minutes left and had to attempt 7 questions that I knew how to do, was only able to do 3 Outta em.

Although I learnt a lot in dyal singh, made a lotta friends at enactus, worked a lot over there, fell in love with vocabulary, did quite well in Cuet English too, solved arun sharma till lod 3, it was fun falling in love with studies for the first time ever.

GAT was quite easy(normalisation gotta fuck me over there), also a huge thanks to the person who told me pudducherry is near Assam, it helped me it guess it was on the east coast of india.

Bst was even easier (normalisation gotta fuck me even harder over there)

But the problem arises from the 7.36 SGPA I have in sem 1, fuck no MBA college gotta accept me with that

And now I am stuck bothways, poor maths marks gonna ruin my chances, here the cgpa, I just wanna time travel to august😭