Am I stupid?

IIM grad, left job last year, prepared for 1 year, 2026 didn't work out now joining corporate again in the next month. Realised that you can't sit jobless for this exam and I can't survive on my parents money for another year.

Not sure how I'll prepare with the hectic job schedule. Shayad IAS banne ka sapna, sapna hi reh jaega. :/