13 days and counting

Orgasm Tracking

At 9:28pm tonight, it will be 13 days since my last orgasm. At 12:58pm on the 22nd May I gave away my right to orgasm indefinitely.

Sir and I have mostly got a schedule in place for how I'm allowed to masturbate when I'm alone. We are just missing Fridays and Saturdays. It is as follows:
Mondays - Free day! I can masturbate however I want.
Tuesdays - Anal only. No touching my cock or hole.
Wednesdays - Hump day. I can only hump objects/the air.
Thursdays - I must edge once with each of our vibrators.

I'm home alone today for the first time in about a week. I've barely had any stimulation the last week so I asked Sir if I could sack off the schedule today and masturbate however I like. He agreed, under the condition that I complete a list of tasks that he wrote out for me this morning. I have managed to complete them all!

I'm quite surprised (but VERY pleased) that I haven't had any slip ups yet. I'm being strict with myself, only allowing myself to masturbate for five minutes when a random timer goes off. The timer is set to go off between 5 minutes and 30 minutes and I don't know when it will go off. But when it does I must masturbate for five minutes, with the vibe on low, no more, no less. Whilst I have orgasmed within five minutes before, I find that it's the perfect amount of time to get me to the edge without going over. And with the unknown cool down time it definitely helps.

13 days isn't anywhere near my record for days without orgasming but it's good progress. I am determined to beat my record of 75 days. Ideally I won't cum ever again. I would make me very disappointed if I accidentally came or ruined and I'd be sure to beg Sir for a brutal punishment.

Sir doesn't seem all that fussed if I cum or not so I simply don't ask for permission to cum. I'll ask permission to masturbate and to edge, but never to cum. I don't want to cum. I'm actively trying not to.

I'm quite looking forward to extending my time without an orgasm. I hope I don't ever think about having one again. I hope my cock forgets how to cum. I'm better when I'm wetter. I stay eager to please. I'm able to be the best submissive I can be when I'm not thinking about being greedy.

To another two weeks, to a month, to six months, to a year, and so on. To the rest of my life. Goodbye orgasms, you aren't needed anymore.

Posted Jun 3, 2026, 1:12 PM UTC

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