Guys idk what to do at this point

So I think I might be a factkin of Abraham Lincoln, I'm still not sure. But like... I don't want to be a factkin? If that makes sense? I do agree that they can be problematic and such (I'm not going to go into that too much because I don't want to spread hate) but I can't control whether or not I'm a factkin. Also absolutely no one IRL will accept me for who I (maybe) am. I also can't post on YT about this because I'll just get a ton of hate there too. Idk what to do, I'm scared. This might be the only community I have. And I don't even really want to be a part of this community in the first place...

Send help, y'all