Heartbroken

After coming in contact with him, my life had took a positive turn. Since Covid, I was wrapped by darkness. But after he came in my life, there was light and joy. There was a lot of family opposition towards our relationship. Nevertheless, we got engaged in February but it broke off because I couldn't stop thinking about my family's expectations and I was very stressed and anxious. He got tired of all this and ended everything.

I am heartbroken. What should I do? Again, darkness is descending over me...