You should off yourself if your handwriting is terrible

I scored 87 marks in english, even though I had always gotten above 95 marks in every single english exam since 9th class. For my last preboard I scored 98 marks. Yet the examiner has deducted 0.5 for every single question. I got all mcqs right, every spelling right, no grammatical errors. I even sent my sheet to my english teacher and she agreed that the content was right.

Others who scored less than in me in every exam, got scores above 95. The only difference between me and them is that my handwriting is terrible.

I believe the examiner has only cut my marks because of my shit handwriting, other students with beautiful handwritings got better marks even though they were scoring below 90 before. I am not doubting my classmate's ability to score high marks but they are no shakespeare. I do not believe all of them have written at a far higher and better level than me.

I did everything properly, answered the questions properly and within the word limit (yes I even followed the word limit) yet this has happened. No cuts due to mistakes even. Clean answersheet.