Lost $75 on my second month learning

Im feeling extremely annoyed with myself at the moment.. i am not in a situation where i can afford to lose money yet i decided to go into real trading with real money after one month of paper trading, just to see how much i can actually earn and feel good about it. I did consider that i might lose some... but i never expected that i would lose everything.

I dont know if 75 dollars is a significant amount to start trading with but i also feel like i am not understanding the game.. thus, i am prone to losing.

I did flip 5 dollars to 10 at one point but it returned to 0 because I got greedy when the price action was going wild and decided to expand my price range:/

Feeling really discouraged and disappointed with myself right now and want to earn back this money in any way possible to feel okay again.. truly humbled