One more something in this something series....for writers and content providers etc...

I have been a muse for a lot of famous people, and more than that as part of match making follies from 2000 through 2015. Where I was the trophy, in much of those games.

And I have insight into some of these great songs since I was there and the song was about the singer and myself, and some situation we had gotten ourselves in.

And to think that later anyone would ever be able to understand or know what it was really about no they will never know what it was really about, and Bob Dylan and his music is no different.

Like that Avril song I quoted first she came out swinging with I'm With You! I am from Ontario also but she meant I am matrix too! I am a princess! We hopped over the fence! We are here I am your ISIS!

How could anyone ever understand that?

And the network the matrix network, they beamed us together she beamed to me, I beamed to her, we made love off planet often, we were in true love.

One day I was listening to Art Bell radio about the shadow people, and I turn the lights off and try to sleep, and suddenly I see a shadow in the corner of my room.

Getting a little nervous then and all of a sudden it runs and jumps on me on the BED!

And it's Avril with a black turtle neck sweater pulled over her head.

So then one day she was crying and someone on the network told me so I beamed to her to comfort her and she mentions that in the song When You're Gone.

And so then when I saw the video, it was horrible from my perspective it couldn't say what she needed to say she had to follow along and let the people who made the film, make the film and put in what she could where she could without outing herself in public. But the message came through to me at any rate.

So for us it means something special, and for everyone else it means something to them. And it wouldn't be the same. So that is how inspiration works. You have to accept that the finished product will not be exactly as you wanted it to be.

Unless it is in sports or that sort of thing like when I was Maria Sharapova's muse to help her cope with stress, and at 17 years of age, she beat the machine Serena Williams, that was unreal. Feel this moment there. How can you unless you are her or me or her parents or someone close to her.

If you are fortunate your life can be filled with those moments. And if you are perceptive enough you can feel what is like to be there if the artist manages to package the song or film in such a way as to transfer that to you.

To honor me for creating youtube, they picked April 1, and every link you clicked on they Rick Rolled you with someone else who's name is Rick.

Number one you would never know I invented youtube, two you would never know why they Rick Rolled you just because they had been watching me date all these women, at the same time. I merely told them how to make youtube and they made youtube.

Simple, but they wanted to honor me for that. And it turned into a huge deal.

Films like M.I.B. you could never connect me to that film, yet oh yeah they got half of that from me. They suggested we use the tabloids when they were black and white like everyone else was doing for secret messaging. But instantly they became glossy when the stars hit the pavement in Hollywood. And we needed it right now so paparazzi photos on websites not once a month or once a week in a magazine.

I got blamed for every divorce in Hollywood during those years. That just made it easier for them. Tom Cruise wanted to have a child but everyone was going to say that it was Hubbard reincarnating so I said I will be the dad no one would dare say that to me.

And Suri was born. Age 6 she is at her birthday party outside and she says no, I am not cutting the cake until me real dad shows up. I get the call, I go there 15 grown ups and one little girl sitting around like a boardroom table, Hollywood was like that she was a millionaire by the time she turned 7 I think.

Let me look that up...it's BS just like the story I just told you. lol

So you see you also have to live with things that were almost real that never quite became real, I never went there I called her because I could not appear in public for reasons stated.

And she never got a contract for clothing they probably were trying to get her to sign that contract and her mother forbade it.

But still you see it is all such a great story that these stories still spread. And inspiration still thrives when it is not 100 percent true. Often the telling of the story is far more moving or inspirational than the truth.

Shakira did Beautiful liar with Beyonce. Then she did Can't remember to forget you with Rhianna. Girls I dated. It inspired them. Was it also to tell other girls they got the trophy?

I would think so. We had great times and the reason they said on talk shows like Late Night with Craig Ferguson, was because of my 12 inch ruler. That was 6 inches when I folded it in half. And that excused everything. Every guy could now understand what this was all about and an easy out for all the women.

I was dating all three girls from Destiny's Child and I would say they were frightened at first.

These sorts of things make people laugh.

So how do you go about making a time like 1963 or 2010 well for us it took one heck of a lot of planning and effort in the matrix, and thousands if not millions of people to put it all together. That's what it took for us to host Secret Royal Matchmaking in Hollywood. But at least for us it will last for eons as great times with great people.

All of it but granted mostly for the women in Hollywood and the fashion industry who shined like diamonds for all to see.

This world had never seen anything like it. It was always a man's world and 1963 was again about men. Not this time. This time it was about the divas, the supergirls, the VS angels, the actresses, the glamor, and the glory.

You can never know what it was like to be there, to be Behati Prinsloo, to be in your underpants about the start the show, and to walk the walk in front of every famous person or important person by invite only at $50,000 a seat, and try not to trip an fall while you do it, in 6 inch heels carrying wings on your back. The countdown, ok Behati go go go...

You had to be there. And she nailed it every time. Like Candice who owned that runway in 2013. These weren't just women these were Goddesses.