AIO 

these texts are for what my brother texted me

I'll just attach my diary entry here

"​I have yet arrived with more complaints. When was the last time i got a device that was new? in 8th grade. Now im about to go to uni and everyting else is a hand me down. I got an Ipad but within a month, (my brother) had taken over it. In 2025, I got it back cause (my brother) had a new phone and half of the ipad's screen doesn't work anymore. Not even now plus it has many battery issues. The laptops= Samsung given in 2013 smth used it till 2024 BY THE WHOLE HOUSE. lenovo was used by my uncle from 2015 and i got it in 2025. HANDMEDOWNS

​our uncle sent a laptop from America it has not been released in our country. Dad said it was for me but its mamas choice if she wants to give it. She didn't. Now my brothers result came and he had been asking for a laptop IF HE GOT ALL A\*. Mama said she would give the laptop our uncle gave to me for university but she gave it to (my brother). It'll stay with me but I know its not mine. (my brother) wont even let me use it i know. for years Ive been begging for a new ​phone. They got my brother a phone. He got the ipad and now he has the fucking laptop while I work with hand me downs still. Im turning 19 & hes only 10.

​I am sad about it but ill try not to show it."

i said okay its his he will play games and watch movies. but im still sad about it because i kept on accepting hand me downs because i believed ill get the laptop when i reach uni. ive always gotten hand me downs and im grateful but this hurt me. now i leave for uni in 3 months and its out of city too so i dont know. im not mad at my brother, just upset at how quickly he switched cause ive always let him use my stuff freely. im more upset at not getting it. its $1437 in american currency. 

please dont say why dont you have a job, im a girl in south asia and they dont give jobs to undergraduates here. no concept of teen jobs

(im aware this is arranged haphazardly)

AIO for being sad about a laptop?