UPDATE: My 43f husbands 46m affair partner 19f is pregnant doesn’t know the baby’s father and I don’t know where to begin with fixing this

This is a small second update to my first post and probably the last. The first update can be found on my profile. Firstly I want to thank everyone again for the support helpful comments and messages and well wishes for me and my children. Secondly apologies for being so long between posts I’ve been meaning to update but have had a lot to do and focus on staying strong and getting through this difficult time.

As I said in the last update James was awaiting results of paternity, once he got them back he was very nervous to read them I offered to read them for him or to him different ideas but ultimately he told me he didn’t think he was quite ready no matter the result which I respected. This was a huge ordeal and the results could affect his life forever from that point. So he put them away somewhere safe until he was ready. Both James and myself were going to therapy and getting support and I was looking at different options for my other children regarding the divorce and affair.

A few weeks later James came to me and said he wanted to know the results now that he didn’t truly feel ready but he needed to know to be able to further deal with things and progress in his therapy. James is not the father to Emily’s baby but shares DNA due to familial paternity. My husband is the babies father. This was very difficult for both of us. There was huge relief that he wasn’t the father but also a lot of pain, sadness and anger.
I’ve been so proud of how James and my other two children have dealt with all this over the past months things are still very raw and challenging but I’m so proud they know none of this was due to them or anything they did and that we will get through this time together as a family of 4.

Right now I am awaiting divorce proceedings I don’t know what will happen I’m mostly concerned for the house and where me and children will live but I know for the moment they are all safe looked after and loved with me.

My youngest is receiving support from his school and is involved with some afterschool clubs to ensure he doesn’t alienate himself and keep his thoughts and emotions inside I’ve seen good improvement in him and I am super grateful of his school and their understanding.
My middle child has been harder to help given their age they aren’t showing their feelings to me and therapy isn’t their thing I’ve been looking at different options for unconventional therapy ways they can work through their feelings without having to sit and talk to a stranger. They had a few sit down appointments at the beginning but I can tell it’s not their thing any recommendations, links for things in the UK would be so helpful!

As far as things go with me and my husband he has been living between his mothers’ home and friends places I have very limited contact with him only ever regarding our younger two. There have been a couple times where he has messaged me trying to apologise, begging me to forgive him, explaining he didn’t mean for this to happen and wasn’t his fault to which I don’t reply to or waste my time reading.

For those people that suggested I speak to Emily’s parents and tell them about her pregnancy I did not go over there and speak with them. As young as Emily and James are they are both adults and Emily’s pregnancy is hers to share with whom she wishes it’s not my place to tell her parents. They do know she did tell them they sent me a long message expressing their sadness and regret for what happened as well as James which I thanked them for not that any of it is their doing either. It is just unfortunate for us all. Emily is still living at home and is expecting this summer. My husband has plans to get a place for the 3 of them after the baby is born.

I wish Emily and the baby all the best but once the divorce is finalised I don’t want any contact or updates regarding them and my ex husband lives.

Me and my kids will get through this together stronger and create a better future. James has hopes to take a gap year next year and go travelling with friends and I think I might treat his siblings and myself to a trip somewhere too!