I’m naturally a playful childlike woman

Even as a kid i was playful and childlike. But bullies have harmed my self worth and made me feel I had to hide it. Even survival made me have to hide it. Growing up with narcissistic parents. You gray rock to survive. You start believing after constantly doing that, that that’s who you are. It’s not me. I am a playful girl and childlike (in a good way).

So many people try to shut this down. I’ve learned i am simply being me to the wrong people.