BODY PILLOW 😛

So im moving out this yr for uni (YAY) but like I really want a Mydei body pillow. I found a fee online but none are flushed enough like I want him all blushing and embarrassed on one side showing a little more skin then usual 🥹
I understand this sounds like a weird request but like i can finally get a body pillow without my parents seeing it.
So please tell me jf you guys know where to get good flushed mydei body pillows at 😼