18 [M4A] toronto/online - I heard mom and her boyfriend.

This is probably something extremely embarrassing to talk about…but I felt like sharing it here. To make it short, my mom (F39) has a boyfriend of 4 years. He’s black, mom’s white. He is a great guy, he’s cool with me and everything, we talk, etc. But once I heard them in bed. I‘m so ashamed to even think about it but it’s stronger than me...I know why mom stays with him. I heard skin clapping, loud, hard, mom’s moans. I wasn’t supposed to be home at the moment   idn’t know what to do, genuinely…but I think about it…I can discuss that, if you’re, please, mature, and open minded.