I hate parties because there's nothing in them that I enjoy. I don't enjoy drinking, I don't enjoy talking with people, and I don't enjoy dancing. Most of my ways of "fun" are solitary, like gaming, painting, plants, movies and music.

Whenever I'm at a party it just feels like survival until it's time to go home. I'm so incredibly bored.

I asked Gemini about this and it made one very good point:

The "Outsider" Effect: Watching others enjoy things you find boring or unpleasant can create a sense of alienation, which makes the experience feel even more negative than if you were just home alone.

Yep, that's very me.

Whenever I'm at a party I just can't help but fantasize myself painting or gaming instead. Or even just doing nothing on my comfy bed.